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Basically, We are Alone.

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Basically, we are alone. Most of us were born alone. At least, i was born alone. That's why i often feel like i spent most of my time alone. It's some kind of healing for me. I don't hate people, but sometimes, interacting with others drained my energy more than doing my assignments did.


I don't hate people, but still, please let me be in my little bubble, where i feel the most comfortable. Before this covid things, i already love to stay in my room, scrolling down the timeline, reading a lot of books, or laying on my bed. Sometimes, i love to go out and hang out with my friends and family. After this covid happens, it got worse. Interacting with other people really make me tired. I might be go out for a day, chitchat with my friend for a day, but after that, i would definitely stay in my little bubble for a month to recharge my energy.


I hate it when someone force me to visit someone house or to interact with other people. If i don't want to, then whyyy?! And this pandemic is not over yet, visiting other people or hang out is not a good thing to do, right?? Ya i know silaturahmi is good, but it's better to do it with pure heart and good mood. Am i saying it right?

Since i'm basically alone, so please, let me be.

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