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That's Just How The World Works

Someday, i think my life is a whole mess.
The other day, i think my life is a blessed.

Someday, i think myself is not more than just a garbage.
The other day, i think myself is amazing af.

Someday, i think life is so cruel. No one wants to be my friend. Nothing works well as i expected it to be. Nothing run well in my life.

I complained too much about it. I spent time stressing over it. I'm busy doing every single things except my responsibilities. I'm talking too much about how cruel this life to me.

But, then, when my mind is clear enough to think, i realized that's just how the world works. It's not life that did dirty to me. Everything that happens in my life is just how the world works. I should not complain too much about how my life goes on. I should learn how to overcome life to survive.

Not everything went well so that i can learn from the failure. Not everyone can help me anytime so that i know i have to do most things by myself. I know that i have to do what i have to do. If i don't like someting in my life, i have to change it by myself. I can't always rely on other people to go through my life.

If i'm not satisfied with my English? Learn English more.
If i don't like how my body looks in the mirror? Exercise and eat healthier.
If i don't know how to write something to get degree? Read more.

It's your life, Fiona. The one who can change it and make it better is you. Only you.

Stop complaining too much. Stop worrying too much about your future. You still have to enjoy the present anyway.

Live happily.

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