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Begitu karena Rindu

Lama tak bersua
Lama tak menyapa
Lama tak berbicara
Ada yang rindu, rupanya

Ya,
Dia merindukan hamba-Nya
Yang mulai meninggalkannya
Yang mulai sibuk dengan apa yang disebut dunia

Ya,
Dia merindukan hamba-Nya
Yang jarang bercerita
Dan menumpahkan air mata

Ya,
Masalah seakan tak ada ujungnya
Bahkan tumpukan tugas terasa seperti neraka
24 jam tak pernah cukup rasanya

Mungkin Ia berharap
Dengan begitu, hamba-Nya kembali menghadap
Kembali bercerita dan memanjatkan harap
Kembali bersujud dan menumpahkan ratap
Sehingga hamba-Nya takkan menjadi sarap



18/09/2017
3 Minggu Perkuliahan.
Setumpuk beban.
Sejuta angan.
Merindukan kebebasan.
Dan kewarasan.

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