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Unsaid Words to...

My Mom.

I won't say I love you, because i always say it almost every single day. I say it when i got bored and decided to disturb you whatever you did. I say it everytime i don't know what to say to you.

I will say I like every foods you made especially your secret recipe fried chicken. I also like every questions you ask several times. I like it when you give me money to buy some snacks. I like it when you massage me when i'm sick. I like it when you chat me several time when i'm not come home yet. I like it when i disturb you while you busy with your whatsapp.

No.
I will not say that I love my mom.

I will say thank you for every sacrifices you did to me. Thank you for your breastmilk, rice, fried rice, fried chicken, soto, pecak bandeng, pesmol, and all delicious foods you gave to me - and make my diet fail over and over again.

Once again,
I will not say that I love my mom.

Thank you,

For the one i called: Mom.

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