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Hai, Fi.
Apa kabar?
Kalo lagi sakit, pasti kebanyakan makan mecin ya? Apa kebanyakan minum es? Kurang-kurangin Fi, inget umur. Duapuluh sembilan tahun ya? Pasti udah banyak hal yang kamu lakuin kan? Make sure the answer is yes. Waktu kamu sembilanbelas tahun, kamu mulai niat untuk hidup sehat, makan bersih, rajin olahraga, you even do gym! How awesome! Sampe sekarang masih kan? Masih hidup sehat kan? Masih dong.

Sepuluh tahun berlalu cepet banget ya, Fi. Sepuluh tahun kemaren, kamu cuma anak SD yang umurnya baru sembilan tahun, terus tiba-tiba sekarang udah sembilanbelas tahun. Kamu hebat, ingat itu. Kamu menjalani hidupmu dengan hebat, cukup hebat. Kamu hanya kurang sedikit untuk mencapai hidup yang sangat hebat versi kamu sendiri. Semoga hidup kamu di umur duapuluh sembilan tahun udah sampe ke tahap sangat hebat ya.

Bagaimana kabar rak buku? Masih rak buku itu? Atau sudah bertambah satu? Atau dua? Tiga? Sudah berapa buku yang kau miliki saat ini, Fi? Bahagiakah kamu bisa membeli apapun yang kamu mau dengan jerih payahmu? Kuharap jawabannya iya. Hargai buku-buku itu, ya! Ingat betapa susahnya kamu mendapatkannya waktu itu.

Oh iya, sudahkah kamu memiliki keluargamu sendiri? Hahahahaha. It's kinda weird to ask myself a question like this. Jika belum, santai saja, jalan-jalan sebanyak yang kamu bisa, kelilingi dunia sampai bosan! HAHAHA. Jika kamu sudah memiliki keluarga, jaga baik-baik keluargamu ya. Jadilah istri yang baik, dan ibu gaul yang menyenangkan untuk anak-anakmu. Janji?

2017 ini, kamu memulai tahun keduamu! Kamu hebat, sudah kubilang kan? Kamu hebat, dan tidak ada satu orang pun yang berhak menyebutmu tidak hebat. Ingat itu, sampai kapan pun. Oh iya, bagaimana kuliah S2 mu? Jadi kan? Sudah ke Belanda? Jika belum, jangan sedih, ayo jalan-jalan ke sana!

Bingung...

Bingung...

Bingung...

 

Selalu bahagia ya, Fi.


Dari Aku,

Fiona Firdausa.

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